Since falling in love with this moment, I’ve developed a profound love and connection with the thinker behind my thoughts, the Consciousness that does the thinking, acting, being. It’s the Spirit, that which is in All. This is the place we nestle into in meditation, the place we truly love from, the very seat of who we truly are.
As a result of spending more time in that place, I’m painfully aware when the light of that Consciousness is obscured. I feel foggy and distracted, not grounded, not present, not focused, unbalanced, and out-of-sync. It’s painful, and my goal is to quickly get back to peace.